I am learning that there is an awful lot I can't do
I can't control life the way that I am used to
I can't make people be what I want
I can't stop the pain inside me
I can't even fully submit to my plan yet —
I'm still too frightened of you.
But I know there is one thing I can do right now
I can make the decision to turn my will and my life over to you.
Making the decision doesn't mean I have to make it happen
Making the decision doesn't mean I understand You or Your plan
Making the decision doesn't even mean I'm entirely willing,
but it does mean that I know your will and way is right.
Lord, turn my simple decision into reality.